Jehovah demonstrated for me this morning shortly after waking how I have allowed him to guide my consciousness to whatever he wants me to see and in the process he shows me one thing after another until a picture emerges in my mind that explains to me exactly what is the truth of something. When I talked to Jesus about this I came to the realization of why he told me that he loves my mind and spending time with me because before I surrendered my mind to him on December 15, 2013 he did not have access to my mind but once he did he then could see what was blocking me from a free and unfettered mind and what could be removed that would hinder my objective assessment of situations and conditions and that is how he has spent five years helping me become what he calls a functional human being who is living in a very dysfunctional world and he and I both want to help other people who would like to live functional mental lives which translate into great happiness and contentedness which is a marvelous form of peace. I just asked Jesus if he had a billion people right now at this moment talking to him the way I am if he could hear each one and interact with each one the way he is with me he told me yes because he is a man but he has a God consciousness and when he returns this will be the only true difference between him and everyone else and this is the authority that he has been given and what authority means when Jehovah speaks of it because people often think that means control over their mind and actions but that is not true because it all comes down to that simple fact that Jehovah made this human race to think, feel and act with complete free will knowing that only one thing results in bad consequences and that is if free will chooses to do evil intentionally and with malice. Men, women and children of free will have nothing to fear from God unless they intentionally choose evil to hurt other people.
Jesus: "One of the ways that the spirit talks to us is through channels of communication that are only available to the holy spirit and when people are cut off from these channels it causes them to hunt for them by doing all kinds of perverse things and the more they want the holy spirit the more they repel him and that is why their perversions become increasingly decadent, sadistic, masochistic and even murderous. When a person who falls under the spell of evil in search of the holy spirit can and will actually ask Jesus for help and deliverance and are sincere in their request then they are delivered immediately as the channels of the holy spirit are opened to them. People who have the holy spirit channels of communication are much happier, healthier and fulfilled in every aspect of human life but until they surrender their pride and their will and ask Jesus to help them they remain at the beck and call of the evil one. They are often afraid they will lose some of the benefits that satan has actually been able to give them and it is not until they abandon that and surrender that they discover they have been missing out. It is like the wine at the wedding celebration in Cana that when the inferior wine runs out God brings in the new and best wine."
I have completely
surrendered my mind to your goodness or in other words to God who knows which
path is good or bad and which path is best of all the good paths and in
surrendering my mind to God's mind I am allowing God to take me to new thoughts
I would never have found on my own. I have learned how to think by surrendering my own impulses to God and allowing his to guide my thoughts.
Excerpt from Absolute Surrender
Let me say, first of all, that this faith means utter impotence and helplessness before God.
At the bottom of all faith there is a feeling of helplessness. If I have
a bit of business to transact, perhaps
to buy a house, the conveyancer
must do the work of getting the transfer of the property in
my name, and making all the arrangements. I cannot do that
work, and in
trusting that agent I confess I cannot do it. And so faith
always means helplessness. In
many cases it means: I can do it with a great deal of trouble, but another can
do it better. But in most cases it is utter helplessness; another must do it
for me. And that is the secret of the spiritual life. A man must learn to say: “I give up everything; I have tried and longed, and thought and prayed,
but failure has come. God has blessed me and helped me, but
still, in the long run, there has been so much of sin and sadness.” What a
change comes when a man is thus broken down into utter helplessness and
self-despair, and says: “I can do nothing!”
Remember Paul. He
was living a blessed life, and he had been taken up into the third Heaven, and
then the thorn in the flesh came, “a messenger of Satan to buffet me.” And what
happened? Paul could not understand it, and he prayed the Lord three times to take it away; but the Lord said,
“No; it is possible
that you might exalt yourself, and therefore I have sent you this trial to keep you
weak and humble.”
And Paul then
learned a lesson that he never forgot, and that was — to
rejoice in his infirmities. He
said that the weaker he was the better it was for him, for when he was weak, he
was strong in his Lord Christ.
Do you want to enter what people call “the higher life”? Then go a step lower down.
I remember Dr.
Boardman telling how that once he was invited by a gentleman to go to see some
works where they made fine shot, and I believe the workmen did so by pouring
down molten lead from a great height. This gentleman wanted to take Dr.
Boardman up to the top of the tower to see how the work was done. The doctor
came to the tower, he entered by the door, and began going upstairs; but when he had gone a few steps the gentleman called out:
“That is the wrong
way. You must come down this way; that stair is locked up.”
The gentleman took
him downstairs a good many steps, and there an elevator was ready to take him to
the top; and he said:
“I have learned a lesson that going down is often the best way to get up.”
Ah, yes, God will
have to bring us very low down; there will have to come upon us a sense
of emptiness and despair and nothingness. It is when we sink down in utter helplessness that the everlasting God will reveal Himself in
His power, and that
our hearts will learn to trust
What is it that keeps us from trusting Him perfectly?
Many a one says: “I believe what you say, but there is one difficulty. If my trust were perfect and always abiding, all
would come right, for I know God will honor trust. But how am I to get that
My answer is: “By the death of self. The great hindrance to trust is self-effort. So long as you have got your own wisdom and
thoughts and strength, you cannot fully trust God. But when God breaks you down, when
everything begins to grow dim before your eyes, and you see that you understand
nothing, then God is coming nigh, and if you will bow down in nothingness and
wait upon God, He will become all.”
As long as we are something, God cannot be all, and His omnipotence cannot do its full work.That is the beginning of faith — utter despair of self, a ceasing from man and everything on earth, and finding our hope in God alone.
"The American Government as it has developed under the rule of an elite class of lawless men and women with the exception of those who have remained in power with the intent to resist the usurping power structure is collapsing under the weight of its own corruption. There is a time rapidly approaching when the people must surrender their loyalty to such vile corruption and despicable activity that is carried on in the capital of this country and spreading its venom into every state of the union."
Wednesday, April 27, 2016 4:00 PM
I shared with Mom
what you showed me Lord and after much discussion, including a lengthy talk on
free will, I told her that she could be restored now too if she chooses and
that no one will force her to do anything and that I would never pressure her
or do anything to coerce her in any way, shape or form. It is difficult not to feel that there is
enticement involved when your plan is so glorious and your realities so
beautiful, holy and pure. But we did not
come on this just today and we have talked of restored bodies for many, many
months now. She asks me daily when all
this will happen. But it is quite a
facing of reality to have to decide and make the request of you Jesus. We have much fear of the unknown in our
frail human bodies. And especially when
we get old. So when she decided to go
with your plan, I was quite relieved and so happy that she came to this
decision on her own.
Are you happy with
the way I handled things? Yes.
Did she make a
commitment? Yes. To be part of your team? yes. To be in total trust? Yes. Is there anything else? No.
Pray in the spirit?
9/12/2017, 12:49 AM Oh dear Jesus, you raised Dad when she finally came to the decision in her spirit. This is amazing because this is the day you told me you raised him. You are telling me he did not want to come back unless she truly wanted to be part of this plan. Thank you Lord!