Jesus: "The story of Jesus in its entirety spans 2,020 years of human history that binds together all the world's righteousness, honor, courage, love, loyalty, confidence, determination, genius, humility, and a host of other attributes that have challenged men and women throughout the ages who have followed this leader who has liberated the world and set our path on the higher ground of the Kingdom of God. This story told throughout the pages of explains the history of man from God's perspective with revelation and interpretation that only Jesus can provide in ways that bring light and understanding to people of any religion or no religion with clarity for all who seek to know."

This website can be understood better when viewed as a body with a head who is Jesus and with a body who is the growing number of believers and those who are people who are not against us so are for us meaning they believe in much of what we believe while their larger belief system may not include believing that Jesus has been given headship authority by Jehovah and that Jehovah is even God or their God and this is why Jehovah who sees the heart and the inside of every person knows who these are and who these are not and no man can determine this. The above section is all about the headship of Jesus in the entire world and about his mission to eradicate evil from this planet and this race of human beings so that we are all free to grow in goodness and not evil.

Everlasting Father

"While he was still speaking, a bright cloud covered them,
and a voice from the cloud said, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. Listen to him!

Matthew 17:5

Jesus: "I have a voice and in
my own words for anyone who has
an ear to hear."

Jesus: "This website could not have been presented on the internet without the contributions of millions of people past and present from the Body of Christ and also those from the family of God."

Jehovah: "My bride America has overcome evil and if not for the efforts of brave men and women who are Patriots and the army of Jesus this country would have been overrun by the most evil things that life has ever known and their plans were well laid and executed with all patience and deliberation while causing chaos   ... read more here

Jehovah: "America is in crisis and I have asked a trusted human being to give me an honest assessment of the crisis and the remedy for the crisis and it has been submitted to me and can be viewed at Opinion For Divine Court."

Declaration of Jesus Christ

This is Jehovah's view of his part in the story of our human race and its unintended development and the resulting danger which mankind is currently dealing with and God is intervening to show mankind how to safely navigate the storms that are breaking upon our people and this view of God's salvation plan has been obscured by every false teaching and all the confusion that comes with that.

Jehovah Will Never Leave Us Nor Forsake Us

When Jehovah Carries His Carrier

The following is Jehovah's Song which is a contemporary secular song that very closely explains what God is all about.

"You have reached that moment of decision when you know that you must move forward one way or another and the way you have chosen is to go forward with Jesus into the next phase of your life which will be a supernatural and exquisitely beautiful experience of life that will flow forward forever and you will always love this life as you have known it as you will always love your life as it is becoming more truly who you really are and the twisted future that isn't right will now not be and just as I have told you I am bringing the real you to the light as you fulfill your destiny. You have found your cure within yourself.  You are now free Kathy."

Lord, I remember when you gave this song to me and I knew it was a very profound message for me but at the time I was having terrible problems in my family due to complications of a birth in the family and God told me to say certain things at that time that made matters worse and not better and he told me how sorry he was that he caused me such grief and sorry that ensued and is still unresolved to this day. You gave me this this song at that time and for over four years you have been untangling my twisted future and I have been trusting you to make things right that have gone terribly wrong. Through this time you showed me how genetics have become so tangled up that it is nearly impossible to repair anything that concerns the human race and yet you have done just that with me and I remember when we started untangling all kinds of tangled up messes concerning cellular diseases and emotional entanglements that further complicated the physical problem within the Dna itself. Slowly but surely you taught me all sorts of things regarding genetics and epigenetics which is the God layer of human genetics and then taught me how to pray to untangle so many things that would have remained that way forever or until our race died out completely. When you first gave me this song I remember being somewhat confused if the words were for me or if the words were for my family situation but it never occurred to me that the words were meant for all of humanity as we know it here on earth.

Unknown Molecules Are The Substance of Life

Jesus has told me that people generally see him one way or the other and that both sides are wrong and he has told me that people generally understand what God is doing one way or the other and again both sides are wrong. Jesus asked me to build him a website and to give him a voice because like so many people in this world he really has not had a voice. Everybody else has spoken for him and what is  ... read more here

When people speak under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit it is inspired by God but it is not inspired by Jesus. This link explains why this is true.

Jesus: "In the course of human history there has never been a time like this with so much promise and yet so few people who can see it and it is my intention that all people have the opportunity and the blessing of seeing how each and every person on earth can help bring about the world that others have only dreamed of and to not only bring it about but to bask in its goodness and thrive in its complete and
  ... read more here

Jesus: "I came to America with a small group of devoted believers who determined to carve out a life of freedom to worship Jehovah without interference or domination. It is their pure love and commitment to God, family and country that is the rock upon which I built my church. As their descendants have pioneered across the great land of America to the very edges of the western coast the legacy of these people is woven throughout every city, county and state as the salt of the earth as they have fought tyranny time and time again and held fast to the high ideals as imbued in them by Jesus and Jehovah who has reconciled the twelve tribes of ancient Israel."

The words as given me by Jehovah and by Jesus will always be preceded by their names and with quotes throughout this website.

Jehovah: "Most human beings who believe Jesus is my son seek answers and help from God but often do not have any clue as to the distinctions between us which are as subtle as they are vast and of course the reason for this is that once born Jesus left his spirit world to become a man in the flesh which I have never been nor will I ever be and yet I am as real and present with you just the same and I have throughout this website tried to help the reader know who they are listening to by using my name Jehovah. You have always called me Lord from the time you came   ... read more here

Born and Reborn
(not for the faint-hearted)

When I wrote this piece in 1994 I had no idea that I was actually having a type of born again experience that thankfully most of us never go through.  To be born again into the Spirit does not have anything to do with what I have recorded here.  However, in my own life, this all happened after many months of counseling sessions that culminated in removing blockages in some areas of my life that were keeping me separated from God.  My primary fear forever was that of rejection, especially by my loved ones, whether it was in expressing my most inner self through writing or openly acknowledging Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.  Having overcome this fear, I am now free to do both at the risk of rejection by anyone.   When God is for you, who can be against you? 

Co-counseling has been a most interesting experience, yet I had no idea I would get to places inside myself that I reached today. I was telling Anne (my co-counselor) about my anger and how I want to channel it into my writing. She said that is a frustration with my anger, that I may need to put it to some good use since I don’t know what else to do with it. She said it would probably be more helpful to discharge it (release the emotion physically), and then be able to write from free attention (a relaxed, creative state of mind). So wishing to sidestep this phase of my healing, I reluctantly tried to get to my angry feelings. This is actually quite hard for me compared to the quick flair-up I usually feel when angered in present time.

This old anger is quite a different story, though. I’ve been quite aware of my anger so I knew I wasn’t fishing in an empty pond, but as I tried to reach those feelings by punching a pillow, all I felt was extremely tired. Anne confirmed the stickiness, the guck, of these feelings and said it was important to push through them. So I persevered, until the tears and the sobbing came soon followed by a total tensing of my body. The sobs turned to a wailing and my body felt rigid with tension. When this all subsided, I was calm again. Soon I was ready to proceed and all this repeated again.

By this time I told Anne I felt like I was giving birth to this very primal anger I have carried for 41 years. I told her I felt like I was in labor, and that the contractions would come and go again. All this while I felt anger toward myself for being the kind of person who gets stuck too often. I suddenly realized that this feeling I have lived with all my life started with my actual birth and has repeated in a thousand ways, all with the core message "I Want Out!"

No wonder I felt the anger would propel me through my own internal fog when I wrote of it yesterday. It has propelled me through my life to date, however dysfunctionally this has occurred.

Whenever I find myself in a place and my "I Want Out" feeling comes, I eventually muster the final push and move ahead into the unknown with faith that I will land into loving and caring arms, just as I did when I was born and just as has happened a thousand times since. My faith embraces me with the loving support of God and the universe.

Major changes in a human life will often bring these primal emotions and experiences into the present, and we are restimulated, totally unaware consciously of the depth and magnitude of the underlying recording.

Last summer my "I Want Out" (IWO) feelings hit me hard in the box dream I had in which I was trapped in a box which constricted my body with ever increasing intensity until I actually hurt. I wanted out of my physical and emotional pain while in the dream, which felt traumatic, as much so as any I could consciously remember. Every time I can recall feeling IWO it was because I was in a situation where I was getting squeezed and it was time to move on to a new life and greater growth. I feel I’ve "died" and been "reborn" many times.

I must have stayed inside my mom as long as I could possibly hold out and when push came to shove, so to speak, I made my way through. Because that is just exactly how I‘ve lived my life, holding on to whatever or whoever it is for as long as I can, but when the time comes, I push my way on through, successfully and confidently.

Another phenomenon happened after this though, as I physically started to feel ill, even nauseous. I had an intense headache as well, and it wasn’t until I laid down for a short nap that I was restored to my former good health. Perhaps this was coincidental but rather I think it was all brought on by feelings of anxiety, fear and uncertainty as I discharged the energy stored around the "memory" of my birth.

I can’t say that this was an enjoyable experience, but it certainly has cleared up many things for me. I’ve had such a tendency to get "stuck" in a number of situations, feeling like there was no other way out until the time was right and I had the courage to make the move.

I have been stuck on publishing my writing since 1977. The time is right, now, and I have the courage to make the move.

The last session I had with Anne before this one today was my two-hour "confession" which turned out to be a breakthrough session. I am now moving through this more rapidly. Anne is a very experienced co-counselor and quite a stickler for discharge (releasing energy stored up around our age-old memories and distress patterns). I have such a tendency to intellectualize my experiences and such were my sessions with Arthur for an entire year. And though counseling with Arthur moved me much further, I have discovered that Anne has given me new eyes to see through my own feelings and distress patterns, much the same way Anne Sullivan gave Helen Keller new eyes through sign language and later braille.

Anne keeps me focused on feeling my feelings even when I stubbornly persist on jumping back in my head. I must have been very angry with my mother during birth for rejecting me, as it must have seemed, and forcing me to "leave home" for the big, wide world, full of strangers, strange things and strange places – the unknown. Anger and frustration must have played a major role in the ordeal as well. Survival emotions. They were with me then and they still are now. Fear. No wonder I was afraid. Afraid I might die in there, afraid of what I would face out there. Is it still this primal fear that puts its ugly claws into me now and then? Fear that I will be abandoned or unloved? Basic emotions that every baby feels.

I felt labor pains tonight but not those of the mother, those that I have experienced in the birth of my own children, but those of the baby – the struggle to break through to life, the very sensations of the infant in its last moments in the womb. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I could "remember" such a thing. One more in a string of strange things as I live my life as fully as I can.