Fractals Are Patterns

I have been writing about what my family knows and what they don't know and I am speaking of all the offspring of my parents of which there are four generations living who number 27 people all of whom I am so loving with and who are all loving with me. I do not have any problems with my family which is not to say that like all families we have had rough times and problems to overcome. There are families like mine all over the world but just like each of those is unique so is mine. The uniqueness of mine has become rather unusual due to the fact that when I completed the missions that God gave me for this lifetime it was my success that caused their missions to catapult to a level that none of them except one really has an understanding about and each of them is in one of the following stages of being fully awake, partially awake, awakening, unaware or in conscious denial. Jesus tells me that America and her population are also in one of these stages of conscious awareness.

Fractals are patterns in life that show us how things are really structured and they take a lot of guess work out of the speculations that men and women have had and are having now.  As I have been working with Jehovah and Jesus on this website the progression of understanding that I have achieved in the process has been quite extraordinary in that Father has revealed to me how our world came to be through a series of fractals and how he intends things to be in the future through this same series of fractals. The definition of a fractal is any part of something that is similar to a larger or smaller part of the larger thing. For example, I have four children that are a fractal of my parents' four children as each of us had three girls followed by a boy, and my parents' family of children, grandchildren and greatgranchildren is a fractal of America as a family of families and America is a fractal of a world that is a family of families. It is this understanding of fractals that God has used in this website to explain how the current world population is a fractal of the entire human race since its inception with the creation of Adam and Eve.

My family as a fractal of America is also a fractal of Plymouth Colony as my ancestors on my father's side are founding Massachusetts colonists. America is also a fractal of Plymouth Colony and Plymouth Colony is also a fractal of America. These similarities are just that, similarities. It does not mean that there are identical fractals but the similarities are what teach us about how things have developed and how we can expect them to develop in the future.

Jesus: "You woke up from a long dream session in which you were involved with some people who were in some kind of family endeavor. Events were all jumbled up as you spent time with these people and although you became more comfortable with them it soon became clear that things were not running very smoothly.

This dream meaning is reflective of your conditions at home as disruptive sessions weave in and out of your otherwise peaceful existence and this is true for both home and nation as there will be many efforts on the part of the enemy to disrupt repeatedly, but I have the power to draw in realities to me."

Lord, this is something Kevin Zadai said you showed him during the 18 sessions he had with you. As you are using that phrase again, will you explain what it means exactly?

"What I mean by drawing realities to me is that I do not go out into other realities which is something each person has that is uniquely theirs, but rather I draw each of theirs to me if I wish theirs to interact with mine. To further explain, let's take you and me as an example. I have my Jesus reality which is different than anyone else's including yours. I have drawn your reality into my reality by appealing to Jehovah who moves things for me. So if I wished for you and I to be together today I would ask God to move our realities closer together so that one could merge into the other or vice versa. Let's say he moves my reality into your reality and I am now with you every moment the way it has been. This is what has happened. You surrendered your life to me so that I could merge with it."

Father moved my reality close to yours and when he gave me the dream from which I chose to surrender to you, that is when he merged our realities and said he married us. Am I the only one who got close enough to you so that we could literally have our realities merged?

"This is exactly what has happened and you can see this was by your choice to get as close to me as you could over a lifetime even when you did not know that you were doing so and that during that process there were many times you pulled further away. But there came a time about 30 years ago that you started moving toward me with determination and once we saw that we as a team, Jesus, Jehovah and angels, put people and things in your path that would help you overcome the obstacles of the enemy who was continually trying to prevent you from getting closer to me, even as he has been doing to this very day."

Lord, so the enemy is working to keep you from returning in your earth body?

"The battle has been on for each and every human and he has been quite effective in prolonging my return as Father has many who are very close to me and who need to surrender like you did so that they too can be merged with me and be married with me as the Bride of Christ."

Lord, since we merged our realities nearly four years ago we have had the most incredible experience and of course we have documented all this much of which is on the website. Are you telling me that the next person who merges in will merge with our realities and add the beauty of their reality to ours?

"When this happens our reality will expand immensely and theirs will expand exponentially as mine is the driving force and why I am called the head of the body."

Lord, as I have married you as a woman to a man what does this mean in respect to our relationship with each other?

"As you have exclusive shared reality with me now that will not change but you will have a reality that is much like the ones you have in your family as you have individual relationships within the larger family relationship. In fact, as whole family relationships merge with ours, the body of christ will take on a unique and beautiful reality that is full of love and genuine concern for each other. Kathy, this is why your family has been chosen to be our first family to merge their reality with mine, each person individually and the family as a whole because they have love and genuine concern for each other. It is in this way that I intend to demonstrate for individuals and families how the body of christ will grow and function in happiness. Eventually whole nations of families will merge with my reality and the body of christ and America will be the first nation to do so."

Lord, even though my family history has had many people who have been devoted to you, my current family had no recollection of that fact and has actually been quite worldly as I was myself although it has become clear that we have carried your values unknowingly in the sense that celebrating Christmas was the extent of our christianity. I'm sure there are many who will say that this is unfair that such an apostate family could be chosen as the first one. Is this true?

"No matter which family had been chosen there will always be those who will say that as evidenced by the fact that Jacob was chosen long ago and people have been saying that ever since. It is no accident that your family is a direct and pure descendant family of Ephraim, and that although there are others such as the Bush family, yours is the only one not tainted by politics, affiliations with organizations of any kind including church denominations and so forth. Your family is what I have deemed to be extraordinarily ordinary and ordinarily extraordinary which suits my purposes just fine. The world will come to love your family just as I do."

I have had a very unusual life and due to the calling on me by God before I was even born it is highly probable that I was not intended to have children and in fact when I married at age 19 my husband and I both believed that we did not want to have children. We divorced and each of us remarried and had families of four, he three boys and a girl and I three girls and a boy. My first born daughter Nicole was born to me when I was 30 years old and oddly she was the beginning of a unique fractal in that each of us was the oldest of three girls with one brother seven years our younger. Of course this was not planned at least by me but God used this parallel sibling arrangement to help me overcome many issues that I had in my own life as I watched many aspects of my own childhood play out in the lives of my four children and it was Nicole who was my counterpart in this parallel. From the moment she was born I felt a bond with her that has been most remarkable and even in her first year my father commented to me many times that there was something very old and timeless about Nicole's soul and that he sensed that she was very special somehow. Of course, as a mother who loved her daughter I could not help but agree with my dad but as the years went by she and I bonded in much the same way that I bonded with my dad which is not to say that there was more love for me from my dad or from Nicole from me as my parents loved us all equally and Jack and I love all four of our children equally.  With that understood, what I will say next about Nicole is not about favoritism or anything else related to it but after 34 years it has become known to me that each of us including my dad, me as his firstborn daughter, and Nicole as my firstborn daughter was not just a random coincidence but rather a planned family structure that God has told me he did for many reasons but primarily for the purpose of how each of us would play into the salvation plan of Jehovah and Jesus.

Jesus: "When Nicole reached adulthood she married and set up residence in Los Angeles County and when later both of you went through a divorce she distanced from you as your life situations suddenly took different directions that caused some instability in the family for quite some time. When I asked you to go to Long Beach just over a year ago what I was really doing was reconciling your relationship and bonding you together even stronger than you had been during your family years and it was a healing time for the hurts and misunderstandings that had developed through those intervening years even though of all your children Nicole was the closest and most bonded to your new husband Kent who she loved and respected as her stepfather. As you and Nicole have spent a great deal of time together over the last year or so, it has become a most loving and close relationship that you both share and of course it is further enriched by her children Brielle and Brayden who are two of your eight grandchildren who you adore."

Jehovah: "The reason Jesus and I are creating this miracle is because the gall bladder operation that a strong-willed young woman was urged to do by her doctor even though you opposed her decision has resulted in severe health issues that could cause premature death and now that antichrist has been defeated and Jesus is free to return it is his desire and decision to do a miracle work in Nicole for her sake, her children and yours, as well as her entire family who love her. She has been detrimentally affected by this organ loss far more than she is herself aware and it has caused quite a chemical imbalance in her body and has been taxing her entire anatomical system. Jesus not only wants to do this for her and her loved ones but for people all over the planet who are believing the doctors who say that the gall bladder can be safely removed when in fact they are taking many years off the life of people who they should be able to trust but are rather making unjust gains at the expense of innocent people who are agreeing to unnecessary operations that diminish their lives."

Jehovah: "It is early morning and I am enjoying your company in a new and meaningful way that I would like to explain to you. In this vast universe there are life forms of all kinds but none are so unique nor so exquisite as mammals on planet earth. Of all the species I have ever created, mammals are by far the most pleasurable to me. I made the animals for companionship to humans just as humans are companionship to me. This is a simple but powerful picture of relationship and an example of the scientific concept of fractals. Nearly everything that exists has a fractal within in it like a macro and a micro, a large and a small, but although not identical, they are nearly so and have interesting variations that allow for creative change in the expansion of life. For example, you and your children are like a fractal of your parents' family, each with married parents having three daughters and then a son, yet your birth family's marital dynamics have been similar but distinctly different than the fractal we will observe in your family. Your parents remained married until death parted them, but yours ended in divorce. You had an identical lineup of children,three girls and a boy, yet Linda has five, Leslie has one, and as yet, Jeff has none. This is just to illustrate how fractals have structural similarities but with many variations in the smaller fractal. To show by extension, Nicole has two children a girl and a boy, Kristen two boys and a girl, Kelly a girl and a boy, and Derek a girl. Each of your children heads a new fractal.

I have laid out a verbal visual to explain how I planned to explain this concept to others who have such an interest. For the benefit of those who are not aware that your father is a descendant of many of the first settlers of America and those I call the founding family of this country. Plymouth was the original colony of families where men brought wives and children and now 400 years later the nation has grown to over 300 million people through birth and immigration. Your birth family, that of your parents, is now a four generation structure as their children had children who have had children. I have chosen this family to make a picture to all the families of the world to illustrate my intentions toward them all.

When Jesus returns to earth for his second and eternal habitation, I chose for him a family to return to so that he would not have sacrificed so much to ultimately have to live alone as a ruling king but without the joy of family and friends. In the planning of salvation, many factors had to be taken into consideration in order to ultimately result in happiness and blessing for all the families of the earth. This is why the family I chose to be the fractal family is yours, although there are many it could have been had individuals over time made choices different than the ones they actually made. The culmination of all the free will decisions made by people everywhere resulted in this outcome and I stress this because it was not predetermined to be this family but it has ultimately been this family. I would like to illustrate this by a short historical understanding of how this has played out through the generations.

Adam and Eve started a family that grew in number until the Great Flood killed them all with the exception of Noah and his wife, who along with their three sons and their wives formed up the second fractal family used to populate the earth, just as the first settlers in America along with Native Americans formed up another fractal family that has culminated in the larger nation. Going back to Noah and his family, I chose another man, Abraham and his wife Sarah, to head up a fractal family to bring about a vehicle to deliver my intentions of salvation to the world at large. Their grandson Jacob was chosen to head up the Twelve Tribes of Israel, his thirteen offspring of twelve boys and a girl, who were all born to four wives for the purpose of fulfilling promises I made to Abraham, the father of faith.

Of the twelve tribes two were given the blessings of the scepter, the right to rule, and the birthright, the dominion of the land. The first, the scepter, went to Judah and the second went to Joseph whose sons Ephraim and Manasseh received the double portion of the birthright blessing. Jesus received the scepter, the right to rule as King of kings through his obedience to death at the cross and Ephraim/Israel received the birthright as Joseph laid the claim on Egypt and Ophir as his second kingdom. Ophir is the ancient name for America and is the promised land that Joseph established so long ago and whose inhabitants are descendants of his tribe called Ephraim and of Joseph's brother's tribe Gad who accompanied Joseph on his twelve trips to Ophir in the days of Egypt's glory. The fractal family are descendants of Ephraim from the husband and both Ephraim and Dan from the wife, the double portion of Ephraimite ancestry that qualifies them for this function even though there are many more families that can claim the same.

Over the generations many families have fractured from each other and from me. From the beginning I have intended for these breaches to be repaired and the fractal of my choice to illustrate for the world the power of reconciliation is the fractal family repair of the Twelve Tribes of Israel and their divided nation of the Northern Kingdom of Ephraim and the Southern Kingdom of Judah and the time of the repair of this breach has just arrived."

Fractals are fun because the similarities help us see the bigger picture and at the same time they are so flexible for all the variations and possible outcomes which in fact is a picture of free will itself. As I have acted my life out in complete and total free will decision-making, so does every person born. The difference is the range of that decision-making ability because obviously a free person with few restrictions has a wider range of options than a person born into utter slavery for instance. However, history is replete with examples of people in such conditions such as Frederick Douglas and Sojourner Truth whose early life was formed by incarceration but who overcame those obstacles to become the inspiration for freedom and liberty for the entire world. In other words, fractals are not absolutes and they offer us magnificent ways of understanding what have been the great mysteries of our world. Fractals also illustrate patterns that would otherwise elude us and deprive our minds of the building of precept upon precept which is the basis for God consciousness which on planet earth is reserved only to human beings.