I have been writing about what my family knows and what they don't know and I am speaking of all the offspring of my parents of which there are four generations living who number 27 people all of whom I am so loving with and who are all loving with me. I do not have any problems with my family which is not to say that like all families we have had rough times and problems to overcome. There are families like mine all over the world but just like each of those is unique so is mine. The uniqueness of mine has become rather unusual due to the fact that when I completed the missions that God gave me for this lifetime it was my success that caused their missions to catapult to a level that none of them except one really has an understanding about and each of them is in one of the following stages of being fully awake, partially awake, awakening, unaware or in conscious denial. Jesus tells me that America and her population are also in one of these stages of conscious awareness.
patterns in life that show us how things are really structured and they take a
lot of guess work out of the speculations that men and women have had and are
having now. As I have been working with
Jehovah and Jesus on this website the progression of understanding that I have
achieved in the process has been quite extraordinary in that Father has
revealed to me how our world came to be through a series of fractals and how he
intends things to be in the future through this same series of fractals. The definition of a fractal is
any part of something that is similar to a larger or smaller part of the larger
thing. For example, I have four children that are a fractal of my parents' four
children as each of us had three girls followed by a boy, and my parents'
family of children, grandchildren and greatgranchildren is a fractal of America
as a family of families and America is a fractal of a world that is a family of
families. It is this understanding of fractals that God has used in this
website to explain how the current world
population is a fractal of the entire human race since its inception with the
creation of Adam and Eve.
My family as a fractal of America is also a fractal of Plymouth Colony as my ancestors on my father's side are founding Massachusetts colonists. America is also a fractal of Plymouth Colony and Plymouth Colony is also a fractal of America. These similarities are just that, similarities. It does not mean that there are identical fractals but the similarities are what teach us about how things have developed and how we can expect them to develop in the future.
Jesus: "You woke up
from a long dream session in which you were involved with some people who were
in some kind of family endeavor. Events
were all jumbled up as you spent time with these people and although you became
more comfortable with them it soon became clear that things were not running very smoothly.
This dream meaning
is reflective of your conditions at home as disruptive sessions weave in and
out of your otherwise peaceful existence and this is true for both home and
nation as there will be many efforts on the part of the enemy to disrupt
repeatedly, but I have the power to draw in realities to me."
Lord, this is
something Kevin Zadai said you showed him during the 18 sessions he had with
you. As you are using that phrase again, will you explain what it means
"What I mean by drawing realities to me is that I do not go out into other realities which is something each person has that is uniquely theirs, but rather I draw each of theirs to me if I wish theirs to interact with mine. To further explain, let's take you and me as an example. I have my Jesus reality which is different than anyone else's including yours. I have drawn your reality into my reality by appealing to Jehovah who moves things for me. So if I wished for you and I to be together today I would ask God to move our realities closer together so that one could merge into the other or vice versa. Let's say he moves my reality into your reality and I am now with you every moment the way it has been. This is what has happened. You surrendered your life to me so that I could merge with it."Father moved my reality close to yours and when he gave me the dream from which I chose to surrender to you, that is when he merged our realities and said he married us. Am I the only one who got close enough to you so that we could literally have our realities merged?
exactly what has happened and you can see this was by your choice to get as
close to me as you could over a lifetime even when you did not know that you
were doing so and that during that process there were many times you pulled
further away. But there came a time about 30 years ago that you started moving
toward me with determination and once we saw that we as a team, Jesus, Jehovah
and angels, put people and things in your path that would help you overcome the
obstacles of the enemy who was continually trying to prevent you from getting
closer to me, even as he has been doing to this very day."
Lord, so the enemy
is working to keep you from returning in your earth body?
"The battle has
been on for each and every human and he has been quite effective in prolonging
my return as Father has many who are very close to me and who need to surrender
like you did so that they too can be merged with me and be married with me as
the Bride of Christ."
Lord, since we
merged our realities nearly four years ago we have had the most incredible
experience and of course we have documented all this much of which is on the
website. Are you telling me that the next person who merges in will merge with
our realities and add the beauty of their reality to ours?
happens our reality will expand immensely and theirs will expand exponentially
as mine is the driving force and why I am called the head of the body."
Lord, as I have
married you as a woman to a man what does this mean in respect to our
relationship with each other?
"As you have
exclusive shared reality with me now that will not change but you will have a
reality that is much like the ones you have in your family as you have
individual relationships within the larger family relationship. In fact, as
whole family relationships merge with ours, the body of christ will take on a
unique and beautiful reality that is full of love and genuine concern for each
other. Kathy, this is why your family has been chosen to be our first family to
merge their reality with mine, each person individually and the family as a
whole because they have love and genuine concern for each other. It is in this
way that I intend to demonstrate for individuals and families how the body of
christ will grow and function in happiness. Eventually whole nations of
families will merge with my reality and the body of christ and America will be
the first nation to do so."
Lord, even though my
family history has had many people who have been devoted to you, my current
family had no recollection of that fact and has actually been quite worldly as
I was myself although it has become clear that we have carried your values
unknowingly in the sense that celebrating Christmas was the extent of our
christianity. I'm sure there are many who will say that this is unfair that
such an apostate family could be chosen as the first one. Is this true?
which family had been chosen there will always be those who will say that as
evidenced by the fact that Jacob was chosen long ago and people have been
saying that ever since. It is no accident that your family is a direct and pure
descendant family of Ephraim, and that although there are others such as the
Bush family, yours is the only one not tainted by politics, affiliations with
organizations of any kind including church denominations and so forth. Your
family is what I have deemed to be extraordinarily ordinary and ordinarily
extraordinary which suits my purposes just fine. The world will come to love
your family just as I do."
I have had a very unusual life and due to the calling on me by God before I was even born it is highly probable that I was not intended to have children and in fact when I married at age 19 my husband and I both believed that we did not want to have children. We divorced and each of us remarried and had families of four, he three boys and a girl and I three girls and a boy. My first born daughter Nicole was born to me when I was 30 years old and oddly she was the beginning of a unique fractal in that each of us was the oldest of three girls with one brother seven years our younger. Of course this was not planned at least by me but God used this parallel sibling arrangement to help me overcome many issues that I had in my own life as I watched many aspects of my own childhood play out in the lives of my four children and it was Nicole who was my counterpart in this parallel. From the moment she was born I felt a bond with her that has been most remarkable and even in her first year my father commented to me many times that there was something very old and timeless about Nicole's soul and that he sensed that she was very special somehow. Of course, as a mother who loved her daughter I could not help but agree with my dad but as the years went by she and I bonded in much the same way that I bonded with my dad which is not to say that there was more love for me from my dad or from Nicole from me as my parents loved us all equally and Jack and I love all four of our children equally. With that understood, what I will say next about Nicole is not about favoritism or anything else related to it but after 34 years it has become known to me that each of us including my dad, me as his firstborn daughter, and Nicole as my firstborn daughter was not just a random coincidence but rather a planned family structure that God has told me he did for many reasons but primarily for the purpose of how each of us would play into the salvation plan of Jehovah and Jesus.
Jesus: "When Nicole reached adulthood she married and set up residence in Los Angeles County and when later both of you went through a divorce she distanced from you as your life situations suddenly took different directions that caused some instability in the family for quite some time. When I asked you to go to Long Beach just over a year ago what I was really doing was reconciling your relationship and bonding you together even stronger than you had been during your family years and it was a healing time for the hurts and misunderstandings that had developed through those intervening years even though of all your children Nicole was the closest and most bonded to your new husband Kent who she loved and respected as her stepfather. As you and Nicole have spent a great deal of time together over the last year or so, it has become a most loving and close relationship that you both share and of course it is further enriched by her children Brielle and Brayden who are two of your eight grandchildren who you adore."
Jehovah: "The reason Jesus and I are creating this miracle is because the gall bladder operation that a strong-willed young woman was urged to do by her doctor even though you opposed her decision has resulted in severe health issues that could cause premature death and now that antichrist has been defeated and Jesus is free to return it is his desire and decision to do a miracle work in Nicole for her sake, her children and yours, as well as her entire family who love her. She has been detrimentally affected by this organ loss far more than she is herself aware and it has caused quite a chemical imbalance in her body and has been taxing her entire anatomical system. Jesus not only wants to do this for her and her loved ones but for people all over the planet who are believing the doctors who say that the gall bladder can be safely removed when in fact they are taking many years off the life of people who they should be able to trust but are rather making unjust gains at the expense of innocent people who are agreeing to unnecessary operations that diminish their lives."
Jehovah: "It is
early morning and I am enjoying your company in a new and meaningful way that I
would like to explain to you. In this vast universe there are life forms of all
kinds but none are so unique nor so exquisite as mammals on planet earth. Of
all the species I have ever created, mammals are by far the most pleasurable to
me. I made the animals for companionship to humans just as humans are
companionship to me. This is a simple but powerful picture of relationship and
an example of the scientific concept of fractals. Nearly everything that exists has a fractal
within in it like a macro and a micro, a large and a small, but although not
identical, they are nearly so and have interesting variations that allow for
creative change in the expansion of life. For example, you and your children
are like a fractal of your parents' family, each with married parents having
three daughters and then a son, yet your birth family's marital dynamics have
been similar but distinctly different than the fractal we will observe in your
family. Your parents remained married until death parted them, but yours ended
in divorce. You had an identical lineup of children,three girls and a boy, yet Linda has five, Leslie
has one, and as yet, Jeff has none. This is just to illustrate how
fractals have structural similarities but with many variations in the smaller
fractal. To show by extension, Nicole has two children a girl and a boy,
Kristen two boys and a girl, Kelly a girl and a boy, and Derek a girl. Each of
your children heads a new fractal.
I have laid out a
verbal visual to explain how I planned to explain this concept to others who
have such an interest. For the benefit of those who are not aware that your
father is a descendant of many of the first settlers of America and those I
call the founding family of this country. Plymouth was the original colony of
families where men brought wives and children and now 400 years later the
nation has grown to over 300 million people through birth and immigration. Your
birth family, that of your parents, is now a four generation structure as their
children had children who have had children. I have chosen this family to make
a picture to all the families of the world to illustrate my intentions toward
When Jesus returns
to earth for his second and eternal habitation, I chose for him a family to
return to so that he would not have sacrificed so much to ultimately have to
live alone as a ruling king but without the joy of family and friends. In the
planning of salvation, many factors had to be taken into consideration in order
to ultimately result in happiness and blessing for all the families of the
earth. This is why the family I chose to be the fractal family is yours,
although there are many it could have been had individuals over time made
choices different than the ones they actually made. The culmination of all the
free will decisions made by people everywhere resulted in this outcome and I
stress this because it was not predetermined to be this family but it has
ultimately been this family. I would like to illustrate this by a short
historical understanding of how this has played out through the generations.
Adam and Eve started
a family that grew in number until the Great Flood killed them all with the
exception of Noah and his wife, who along with their three sons and their wives
formed up the second fractal family used to populate the earth, just as the first
settlers in America along with Native Americans formed up another fractal
family that has culminated in the larger nation. Going back to Noah and his
family, I chose another man, Abraham and his wife Sarah, to head up a fractal
family to bring about a vehicle to deliver my intentions of salvation to the
world at large. Their grandson Jacob was chosen to head up the Twelve Tribes of
Israel, his thirteen offspring of twelve boys and a girl, who were all born to
four wives for the purpose of fulfilling promises I made to Abraham, the father
Of the twelve tribes
two were given the blessings of the scepter, the right to rule, and the
birthright, the dominion of the land. The first, the scepter, went to Judah and
the second went to Joseph whose sons Ephraim and Manasseh received the double
portion of the birthright blessing. Jesus received the scepter, the right to rule as King of kings through his
obedience to death at the cross and Ephraim/Israel received the birthright as
Joseph laid the claim on Egypt and Ophir as his second kingdom. Ophir is the
ancient name for America and is the promised land that Joseph established so
long ago and whose inhabitants are descendants of his tribe called Ephraim and
of Joseph's brother's tribe Gad who accompanied Joseph on his twelve trips to
Ophir in the days of Egypt's glory. The fractal family are descendants of
Ephraim from the husband and both Ephraim and Dan from the wife, the double portion of Ephraimite
ancestry that qualifies them for this function even though there are many more
families that can claim the same.
Fractals are fun
because the similarities help us see the bigger picture and at the same time
they are so flexible for all the variations and possible outcomes which in fact
is a picture of free will itself. As I have acted my life out in complete and
total free will decision-making, so does every person born. The difference is
the range of that decision-making ability because obviously a free person with
few restrictions has a wider range of options than a person born into utter
slavery for instance. However, history is replete with examples of people in
such conditions such as Frederick Douglas and Sojourner Truth whose early life
was formed by incarceration but who overcame those obstacles to become the
inspiration for freedom and liberty for the entire world. In other words,
fractals are not absolutes and they offer us magnificent ways of understanding
what have been the great mysteries of our world. Fractals also illustrate patterns that would otherwise elude us and deprive our minds of the building of precept upon precept which is the basis for God consciousness which on planet earth is reserved only to human beings.